Don’t tell me not to worry because that’s the only thing I can do…

She told me to stop telling her I care because I’m making it harder for her to say goodbye. All I want to do is cry right now. The fact that someone would throw paper at her that said faggot on it. Words hurt. People shouldn’t say shit to people. Treat others the way you want to be treated. Words hurt more than you think and at one point it becomes more than bullying.

her phone voice is to die for…

I told her I love her, she didn’t take the pills
I told her how much she means to me, she stopped herself from cutting
And now she is sleeping in my sweater that I let her borrow :$

I told her I loved her in hopes she wouldn’t starve herself and even if she does I still care about her. No matter what I will. I cant stand to see her do this to herself but I still care enough to not want to see her go.

Aha well I now feel like going up stairs and throwing up dinner (y)

I’m so sick of my dad doubting me. He can’t have faith in me for once… No wonder I refuse to talk to him anymore. I’m sick of him pushing me away from every thing that I could be good at.

Fuck this shit. I’m laying on this couch for the rest of my life…

I wish I could move out, get my own place have her move in with me and we could live happily together. We wouldn’t have to deal with those people who bring us down on a day-to-day basis and most of all we could just be together…